Sembreak!

Worry Free time! I do love sembreak. :))

My world in pictures

All I want is this life. A life that is not taken for granted. A life that I live with all hopes and hands up.
I know I am still the luckiest girl in the world. How I wish our life in here can be as perfect that it should be. I am thankful for my human existence.

Batangas

Home is a place where you can scratch as you wish..
I'm home at last! :) I'm so happy being here.

Baby.

This is what I use to call the person I love.

Shallow world.

My waking up scares me and leads me to another day of stupidity. I had survived life's pressure already for 17 years.As I grew up I am starting to explore and have more perplexing ideas. Most likely in dealing with my affable cliques. All of my days are most likely with them. I stay longer in school than in our home. I am really tested by my friends, they are my exercise to being an effective SPED teacher someday. They help me in being patient in dealing with them. I do love my friends even if most of the time they annoy me. It's okay. I am really trying to understand every detail of them.

I love my girls.

Diamonds are precious, and so are pearls, but nothing were as gorgeous, as me and my girls.

If you want to be star strucked, just see them and you'll fall. et to know them and you'll love them.

October 10, 2010

It was a clear Sunday morning. I was awake because of something that scares my thought the whole day. I cleaned up my bed and started to fix our room I studied for my final exam.As usual "psycholinguistic guessing game". Perplexing thoughts are in my head. I fell asleep. I don't know. But studying really leads me to sleeping, Today was a very long day again like yesterday. My mind was bombarded with lots of thoughts. "WHY IS IT THAT". Life was really unfair. I was again pissed off and I wanted to come home to Batangas. I am missing my mom so much. I cry whenever I hear those insights from that person. I know I owe her a lot for taking care of me here. But why does she need to say harsh words to us. I was at awe when my cousin opened up to me that thing. I really really stopped myself from crying, those feeling were just so dark and so mean. I may be fallacious for saying "Hell be with her" but I really can't stop myself. It's pathetic! I was really disgruntled by those harsh lines from her.I have feelings too. Okay! I wanted to dispel all those hard feelings of me because tomorrow is finals. She is a professional, I guess she must have ethics.
I continued to be in my mundane though I am feeling so bad, I treated her just like before. I will not relinquish our relationship, she is still my family, in my final verdict I guess it is all just because she has lots of problems at present. I respected her and I will try to give all my understanding and patience in dealing with her. She is so shallow. Good thing I am not that shaky.
This day was really very uncompromising. I can feel that problems are ubiquitous. But I know that I am still a very lucky girl to have such small problems. I have a happy life. I JUST HAVE THE SIMPLEST PROBLEMS.

Mixed blessing..

Three golds behind my strength.

The 3 most important persons in my life. Since then no one had ever made me happy except them. They are the foundation of my success. I will not be here now because of them. They are the best friends I ever had. They are the coolest pals! I really miss them. :( My mom and sister is in Batangas. My Dad is in Italy,